Who do you want to meet?

11/08/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »
Who do you want to meet when you go to heaven? Beside Jesus, I really want to met Proverbs 31 Woman. I been asking God that I really want to met Proverbs 31 Woman. Also, I speak to David many times about this. One day, I was talking to God about the amazing woman. A voice come to me says "Why do you want to met yourself?"

Oh! yap... I forget that my husband pray for me everyday. And he will always bless me and say " you are the Proverbs 31 Woman and more.

The smile in my heart and saying, I believe that one day God will answer my husband's prayers:P

ice cream will do

11/06/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »
Yesterday's post, I was talking about how my husband reads my mind. That reminds me a lot about how David reads my mind all the time. Well, I know he doesn't know how to read my mind. But Holy spirit does share with David what is in my mind.

The first year in our marriage sometimes is not easy. We have some different opinions on different things. And we have different way to solve problems. Sometimes, we have some argument . And in many arguements don't have a answer for who is right or who is wrong.

One day while David was driving, we had a small argument about something (I forget what is it) and right the way he asked me to forgive him. But I didn't want to forgive him. (Well, the things we are argue about, it wasn't a big matter. But I am childish sometimes) So I tell to God in my heart... " McDonald's icecream will do." (David doesn't know) Then David turn his car around. I asked him, where is he going? He say to me, he forget his wallet; he needs to go home and get it. Because someone wants McDonald's icecream. ( I am not the icecream person. I probably would only have icecream from McDonald's 2 times a year.)

Then I start to laugh. I asked him how he know? David say to me he doesn't know what to do, so he asked God. Then Holy Spirit told him,

昨天的部落裡, 我分享我的丈夫有時會知道我在想甚麼。讓我想起一些過去的經驗 很多關於他怎樣知道我的心思意念。嗯, 我知道他不會讀我的心思意念啦。但聖靈會與他分享我的心思意念。

在我們剛結婚的第一年有時不太容易。我們對不同的事都免不了有一些不同的觀點。而且我們都會不同的方式解決問題。有時, 我們有一點小爭執 。並且在許多小爭執裡是沒有完全的 誰對或誰是錯的。

有一天日 大為開著車, 我們有一小小的爭執 (我忘記是關於甚麼事) 他很快的要求我原諒他。但我不想原諒他。(嗯, 我們的小爭執, 不不是甚麼大事情。但我有時就是孩子氣) 因此在我心裡我告訴對神說... "除非他買麥當勞冰淇淋給我吃。" (大衛不知道我跟神說甚麼) 可是他突然把他的車迴轉。我問他, 他要去那? 他對我說, 他把錢包放在家裡; 他必需要回家拿。因為 有人想要吃麥當勞冰淇淋(我不是特別愛吃冰淇淋。我一年大概只會吃個2 次麥當勞冰淇淋吧。)

然後我開始笑。我問他怎麼會知道? 大為對我說 他不知道什麼做, 因此他就問上帝。然後聖靈告訴他 麥當勞冰淇淋,

How I found my husband :D (he he hee)

11/05/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »

How I found my husband :D (he he hee)

Many people asked me about my story with David. Here is how it started....

I met David on April 7th 2002, he was giving a testimony in my church in San Francisco. When I first saw him I thought that he was very cute. He was smiling the whole time & then his smile caught my heart. Later, after service, I approached him with anxiety & nervousness & asked him if he could e-mail me his testimony in English. He did, although it did take him many days, for he forgot. Then we started to correspond through e-mail & MSN Messenger. At first all we talked about was God.
I liked him a lot since the first time I met him. Ever since that day I prayed to God. I told him that I liked David. God answered. He told me that David is very precious to Him (God). I was so sad, I felt that I was not good enough.I even prayed to God that David would e-mail me. I used to run back home and turn on my computer just to see if he sent me any mail. I had a friend named Jessie who was in Taiwan and I didn't have her phone number. Someone told me that she uses MSN Messenger sometimes. So, I downloaded the program. When I finish my install the first window that popped up was David's information. He uses MSN Messenger to talk to his friends all the time. His Hotmail account automatically set me up as a contact after he sent me his testimony. I was so surprised when he popped up on MSN one day while I was reading Isaiah 55 3-5. This Bible verse touched my heart and it reminded me about David. All this time he was always in my prayers. For I asked God to transform me into someone that David would love. At that time we have been already talking to each on MSN (internet message centre) but we didn't talk very much at first. But, the more I chatted with him the more I started to like him. At that time we didn't say anything personal, we usually stuck to God as the main topic. A month or two after we have been chatting online I started to feel that I was falling in love with him and I begin to pray to God even more. I was so afraid. So afraid that David didn't like me. I was also scared that I was not good enough for him. I started to feel I had too many sins and that I didn't deserve him . I thought, "I am a sinner. How can I ask God what I want?" God does love me. I asked for His forgiveness & He forgave me. He remembers how many times that I had cried out for this relationship to be His will and how many times I cried out to our Father, "Please... If he is not the one then take him away from me." I felt that I had so many sins from my past relationships. I was scared to get hurt and I was scared of hurting someone again.

At this time I knew I liked David allot but at the same time I didn't want to hurt him. I was so confused but I also knew that I have grown up so much in Christ in this short time. I didn't want to hurt him because I never knew how to "LOVE" the way God would want me to love someone. But, God's Spirit has lead me to face my sins from my past relationships. I asked God's forgiveness over and over again. I kept condemning myself & making myself feel trapped by my past sins until I went to a conference in San Jose 3 weeks ago. The pastors there told me that God already forgiven my sins but I hadn't forgiven myself yet. I now know that that it was the enemy (devil) that tried to make me lie to myself. After that conference, I felt God's Holy Spirit come alive around me & in me. Since then God has answered all my prayers. no matter how big or small He would give me an answer to. Then recently God answered a very important prayer for me. "David is the one for me." Many months ago, before we met in San Francisco, we both made a list. In this list we described to God what we were looking for in a partner. The list I made was very descriptive but the one David had was 8 pages long! All the things that I wanted in a man described him. Many things came to past for David & his list as well. On Friday morning at around 3am I told him a story that I wrote, in this story I said that, "I had a very special friend. This special friend always understands me spiritually. He pushes me to grow in my walk with Christ. He worries about me when I take the wrong path with God's word. When I am sad he will just pray for me. When I am happy, he will praise the Lord for & with me. He just wants me to be happy with Jesus."
At that moment, I questioned myself if he knew that I was talking about him. I felt that shouldn't hide it anymore. So, I told him, "You are the one. So unreal. So perfect. So smart. You are so sweet, and so lovely."

David asked me if I had been praying for this & I said, "Yes...Yes I did."

He told me that he has been praying for this as well but the one thing that he wanted most from God was that "she" had to tell him that she was the one for him. He also wanted his parents to approve without hesitation." And they did the next day when he called them to tell them about me. This guaranteed the seal of approval that he was looking for from God.


In these past few weeks, I started to answer something about what David was looking for on his "8 page list". He had been praying for a long time to God & asking Him everyday to "Make his future wife fall in love with Jesus more so tomorrow than she did today." And God has been doing this to me & I guess David started noticing this in me. He noticed that I was, in fact, falling deeper & deeper in love with Jesus everyday. I know this to be true for he told me this a couple of days ago. Many more things happened as well in the past month & a half to let me feel that he is the one. Our soul's are linked to each other and this is the most important thing to me next to putting God first in everything that I do. (I'll tell you if you want to know more, call me) God has transformed me from what I used to be. The old is dead & the new is here. I am a new creation. David is a new creation. God has put us together & we know it! In the eyes of the world they think that we are crazy. I think we are too...Crazy in love with Jesus & crazy in love with each other. We don't deserve each other but by God's grace & mercy has put us together. David is the one that is going to be sharing my life with God. He is not "just" a boy-friend. He is also: my friend, my brother, my future husband, my spiritual partner, & my prayer partner & more. I don't want to limit God on whatever blessings that he has for us. We believe that God will show us our life. We believe that we will be his best warriors to set the captives free. We also will be the best servants that we can to the Lord. David is my dream and David is the grace that God gives to me. Praise to the Lord! I never felt so peaceful in a relationship until now. God gave him to me, to teach me, and to heal my pain from the past relationship. And as my promise to the Lord, I will always love David and be his best partner in Christ too!

Nativity Set

11/05/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »
今天, 大為買了一組耶穌的誕生的裝飾品給我。^ _ ^ 我其實已經想要 一組耶穌的誕生的裝飾品 幾個星期了。但我從沒有告訴過他, 我真的不知道他怎麼他會知道我心裡的小秘密哩。嘻嘻

Today, David bought a nativity set for me . ^_^ I been looking for a nativity set for few weeks. But I never told him, I really don't know how he would know the little secret in my heart.

Portfolio - lost and found

11/03/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »
When I was a student back in 1999, I went to AISF (The Art Institute of California — San Francisco) I was major in graphic design (Associate of Science ) That was a 2 year program. After I finish the 2 years program, I signed up for the 4 years program in graphic design (Bachelor of Science). During that time, my school changed its name.

The old class used to have 3 credit on the most major classes, after the school changed its name, most classes has 4 credit. So each class I took in first 2 years were all missing one credit. The only way, I could avoid my first 2 years classes, I will need to provide the portfolio to show I had the knowledge of those classes.

During 1999-2001 I move to 4 different place. Every time I move, I would throw away some old work. I had a class call figure drawing. In that class we need to draw lots figures. in the very short time. So each class I will have lots of papers with drawing on it. Most of the figures only took 2-3 minutes to draw. So after while I throw away a lot of my drawings. Because most of the art works are missing from this class, so I was having problem to prove that I don't need to take this class again.

I remember figure drawing class's finial project was drawing figures with muscles and blood vessel. I look throght my portfolio bag over and over again. But I couldn't find it. That means I will need to take that figure drawing class again. Well, I love drawing, but I don't like looking at naked people.

I was so upset about that I need to take this class again. I beg God, I don't want to go to the same class again. I was praying all night long in my dream. I didn't sleep well that night. I woke up very early. The first action I did, was jump out from my bed, Open my big portfolio bag. As I open it, I saw my figure drawing's final project was inside.

I still don't understand how that happened. I check over that portfolio bag more than 10 times. And That is a 24"x18" art work on a heavy black board. I can't miss that. Anyway, I avoid my figure drawing class that day. And I believe God restore my art work.

Lost and found - Wedding Ring

11/02/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »
July 17 2006
On Saturday. morning. I couldn't find my diamond ring. I usually take it out when I am cooking, cleaning or when I am taking shower. That means if the ring is not on my hand, it usually is in the kitchen or my bathroom. But this time I couldn't find it. David and I went out and show houses on Saturday. I was trying so hard to remember where did my ring went. When I got home I look around all the possible place again. I even wear the gloves and look through the kitchen's garbage. That was so disgusting. Unfortunatly, I found not thing.

This week is our turn to teach sunday school again! I don't feel like prepare my sunday school lesson on Saturday. All I can think about is "WHERE IS MY RING?" But David was prepare his lesson. This was part of his lesson for Sunday school, he said, :"Have you ever lost something important? (I was so upset, I said ... yes my diamond ring) "When you do, you look all over for it until you find it." ( Yes I been looking everywhere, I even look through the garbage) Then David continue read through his lesson... "It feels good when you find something that was lost. (I answer, I still looking for it.) he continue said "That's what happened to a lady in a story Jesus told. A woman had 10 coins that were very valuable, and she lose one. Do you think she just sat around and says, "oh well, I've got 9 other coins. I don't really need one more? "No way, She put everything else in her life aside and looked all over for the coin until she found the coin. And bible says that when she found the coin, she was so excited that she told her friends and neighbors about it."

David continue read through his paper: "Did you notice that she "lit a lamp" and "swept the floor"? When you lose something you love you will do whatever it takes to get it back. even if it takes hard work." Now David decide to help me look under the stove. He move the stove for me. and look very carefully with flash light this time. like bible says :P But he found not thing under the stove. :'( I was so disappionted . I asked God "the lady in the story found her coin, but where is my ring?' I cried, and asked David to forgive me. He said to me "just a ring don't worry about it." I said to him, "I know is just a ring, but that was a ring he put on my hand when you promise to me on my wedding day." I cried.. in my heart, I asked God, just let me have one more touch with my ring.

The David start to asked me, maybe the ring is in the shirt you wear other day. I said no.. because there is no pocket in that shirt. I was wear a black shirt with a blue jeans that day. I look through the laundry and pick up the dirty jeans. put my hand in the pocket... And I touch something, and I remember that touch. That was my ring.

This time, I was crying so badly with lots Joy. I spend all afternoon and all my strength looking for it. Now I found it. God, I now know how You feel how You try so hard to looking for me and how happy You are when You found me. Thank you God for your teaching. You are so wonderful.

" A woman has ten silver coins and loses one. Does she not light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together and says, 'Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.'
Luke 15:8-9 (NIV)

在星期六早上。我找不到我的結婚戒指。通常在我煮飯. 洗碗或當洗澡時我會把它拿下來。所以當戒指不是在我的手上時通常會是在廚房或我房間的浴室裡。這次我卻找不都找不到它。星期六, 大為和我帶客人出去看房子。我一直很努力的回想我把戒指放在那裡。當我回到家時我就檢查所有可能的地方。我甚至帶手套檢查過廚房的垃圾。那是很令人作嘔 的。可是我甚麼都沒找到。

這個星期又輪到我們教主日學! 我晚上根本沒心情準備我星期天的課。我只是一直在思考"我的戒指到底在那裡?" 我老公卻是認真的在我旁邊準備他要教的主日學課程。以下是他主日學課的一部分的講義 -他說： "您曾經 遺失過很重要的東西嗎?" (我是很難過的說, 是的 我的鑽戒) "當東西不見時你一定找過全部可能用丟的地方吧。" (是的 我到處找, 我甚至 查看廚房的垃圾),, 然後大為又繼續讀通過他的講義說："當你找到丟失的東西時 你會感覺特別好。(我回答, 我仍然在尋找它當中。) 他繼續說： "耶穌說了一個發生在一位婦人身上的故事。婦女有10 枚很有價值的硬幣, 並且她遺失了一個。你認為她做沒事的說, " 還好, 我還有其它9枚硬幣嗎。我不需要第十枚硬幣? "我想她不會這樣說的, 沒道理吧 我想她會把其它該做的事暫時放在一旁 並且努力到處尋找遺失的硬幣直到她找到為止。聖經並且認為當她查找了硬幣, 她是很興奮的告訴她的朋友和鄰居。"

大為繼續練習且說 ："您注意到了嗎, 她甚至點了燈 和打掃屋子，細細的找，"? 當您丟失您愛的東西時您會不顧一切的辛苦只為了找回你遺失的東西。" 現在大為決定幫助我查看火爐下面。他移動火爐為我非常仔細地用手電筒幫我查找 如聖經所說的點上燈 ：P 但他在火爐之下還是找不到。: '
( 我是因此更失望。我求上帝 "婦人在故事找到她的硬幣, 但是我的戒指在那裡?' 我哭了了, 我跟大為說原諒我的不小心。他對我說"只是個戒指 不要擔心了。" 我對他說, "我知道只是個戒指, 但卻是我們的結婚戒指。" 我難過的哭著。在我的心裡, 我告訴上帝, 請讓我再一次摸到我的戒指。

大為開始問我, 戒指可能在妳的襯衫的口袋裡嗎？我說：" 不會的, 因為那件襯衫沒有口袋。我那天是穿黑色的襯衫搭配藍色牛仔褲。"我翻通我洗衣籃和拿起穿過的牛仔褲 把我的手放入口袋裡... 我摸到一個東西, 我記得那質感。是我的戒指。

這時, 我是如此充滿喜悅的大哭帶著大笑。我花了整個下午和所有我的力量為了了尋找它。現在我終於找到了它。上帝, 我現在知道神你的心 你是如此付上代價的那麼尋找我 當你找到我時 你是如此滿足及開心。

生活中的小事竟然和隔天要教小朋友的課, 不謀而合 。感謝神的教導, 你真是一個奇妙的神。

" 一個婦人有十塊錢，若失落一塊，豈不點 上燈，打掃屋子，細細的找，直到找著嗎？找著了，就請朋友鄰舍來，對他們說：我失落的那塊錢已經找著了，你們和我一同歡喜吧！" 路加福音 第十五章8-9

Into Canada

11/02/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »

I remember few years ago, when we just got married. We were moving from San Francisco to Abbotsford, B.C. Canada. We use every space we can to fit all my stuff in the car and 2 big luggages on the car roof. It was amazing to see how many stuff we can pack in one car.



At the time, I didn't have visa to get in to Canada. So our plan was stop in Seattle and get a visiter visa from Canadian Consulate General in Seattle. So I can entre to Canada with a visiter visa.



I remember when we were 15 mins away from Seattle, it wasn't raining, but I saw a big rainbow on the mountain side. For me to see that, I believe God has a promise for me. I believe that I will have no problem to get my visa from the Canadian consulate general office in Seattle.

We arrived very early in the moring around 7AM. When the office open at 8AM, I gave all my information to the officer. Becuase I already married to a Canadian, my plan was immigration to Canada. I didn't have any paper shows that I will be allow back to States ( I wasn't student anymore in States. So I won't be able to used my student visa to get back in States anymore) So they reject my apply. And they don't return my application fee.

The officer asked me to go back my country. She wasn't very nice at all. She copy all my information then told me that I can never get in to Canada from Seattle. Only way I can try is go back to Taiwan. Then apply in Taiwan's visa office. Then she say to me, I will need to tell Taiwan visa officer, I was reject before in Seattle. And she say to my husband, only thing he can do to get me in to Canado is immigrated. But I will need to go back to Taiwan first and that is a long process time. I was in big shock. I asked her, I just got married. And now, you want me to leave my husband. I thought Canadians care for the family. David try everything he can do. But she just doesn't care. I was crying so bad in the visa office. I remember David say to me, we tried everything we can already. Now only thing we can do is beg God for His grace.

I was so tired before I went to visa office, crying hard didn't help me at all, I fall into deep sleeping in the car.

David's cousin live in Bellingham, Washington which is 2 hours away from Seattle, WA, half hours away from Abbotsford, BC. So we decided to go to Bellingham, Washington first. On the way to Bellingham, I keep asking God, why this happened to me. I thought I had the promise from You. Then I think God wants me to pray for the visa officer in Seattle. I say to God, how can I pray for her? She was very mean to me and she reject my apply how can I pray for her? Then I start to cry again. I pray for her, that makes my heart so hurt. Then I fall sleep again. every time when I am awake I would cry, I can't stop my tears. Until I am so tired, I would fall into deep sleep again.

We stay at David's cousin's house that night. Next day morning, David said he wants to go in to Canada. He wants to bring his stuff home first. Then when he cross the border he will asked immigration there for advise.

When David was in the immigration office, the lady working there told David, if he can bring me in the office in next couple hours, she will let me in to Canada. Only thing I need is my marriage certificate and my Taiwanese passport. This immigration lady is so nice to me. She knew everything that happened to me in Seattle. She say to me, Canada can't reject a good couple like us. Her arms were open wide for me. She also give me a free visiter visa for a year. She is like a angel from God. I saw her again that night while I was shopping in Abbotsford's Costco. But I never saw her again, I heard that she is retired and move away.

It feels like a dream, God keep His promise. And I know is His grace that I can live in Canada.

The story about us

11/01/2006 Edit This 0 Comments »
Many people asked me about my story with David. Here is how it started....

I met David on April 7th 2002, he was giving a testimony in my church in San Francisco. When I first saw him I thought that he was very cute. He was smiling the whole time & then his smile caught my heart. Later, after service, I approached him with anxiety & nervousness & asked him if he could e-mail me his testimony in English. He did, although it did take him many days, for he forgot. Then we started to correspond through e-mail & MSN Messenger. At first all we talked about was God.
I liked him a lot since the first time I met him. Ever since that day I prayed to God. I told him that I liked David. God answered. He told me that David is very precious to Him (God). I was so sad, I felt that I was not good enough.I even prayed to God that David would e-mail me. I used to run back home and turn on my computer just to see if he sent me any mail. I had a friend named Jessie who was in Taiwan and I didn't have her phone number. Someone told me that she uses MSN Messenger sometimes. So, I downloaded the program. When I finish my install the first window that popped up was David's information. He uses MSN Messenger to talk to his friends all the time. His Hotmail account automatically set me up as a contact after he sent me his testimony. I was so surprised when he popped up on MSN one day while I was reading Isaiah 55 3-5. This Bible verse touched my heart and it reminded me about David. All this time he was always in my prayers. For I asked God to transform me into someone that David would love. At that time we have been already talking to each on MSN (internet message centre) but we didn't talk very much at first. But, the more I chatted with him the more I started to like him. At that time we didn't say anything personal, we usually stuck to God as the main topic. A month or two after we have been chatting online I started to feel that I was falling in love with him and I begin to pray to God even more. I was so afraid. So afraid that David didn't like me. I was also scared that I was not good enough for him. I started to feel I had too many sins and that I didn't deserve him . I thought, "I am a sinner. How can I ask God what I want?" God does love me. I asked for His forgiveness & He forgave me. He remembers how many times that I had cried out for this relationship to be His will and how many times I cried out to our Father, "Please... If he is not the one then take him away from me." I felt that I had so many sins from my past relationships. I was scared to get hurt and I was scared of hurting someone again.

At this time I knew I liked David allot but at the same time I didn't want to hurt him. I was so confused but I also knew that I have grown up so much in Christ in this short time. I didn't want to hurt him because I never knew how to "LOVE" the way God would want me to love someone. But, God's Spirit has lead me to face my sins from my past relationships. I asked God's forgiveness over and over again. I kept condemning myself & making myself feel trapped by my past sins until I went to a conference in San Jose 3 weeks ago. The pastors there told me that God already forgiven my sins but I hadn't forgiven myself yet. I now know that that it was the enemy (devil) that tried to make me lie to myself. After that conference, I felt God's Holy Spirit come alive around me & in me. Since then God has answered all my prayers. no matter how big or small He would give me an answer to. Then recently God answered a very important prayer for me. "David is the one for me." Many months ago, before we met in San Francisco, we both made a list. In this list we described to God what we were looking for in a partner. The list I made was very descriptive but the one David had was 8 pages long! All the things that I wanted in a man described him. Many things came to past for David & his list as well. On Friday morning at around 3am I told him a story that I wrote, in this story I said that, "I had a very special friend. This special friend always understands me spiritually. He pushes me to grow in my walk with Christ. He worries about me when I take the wrong path with God's word. When I am sad he will just pray for me. When I am happy, he will praise the Lord for & with me. He just wants me to be happy with Jesus."
At that moment, I questioned myself if he knew that I was talking about him. I felt that shouldn't hide it anymore. So, I told him, "You are the one. So unreal. So perfect. So smart. You are so sweet, and so lovely."

David asked me if I had been praying for this & I said, "Yes...Yes I did."

He told me that he has been praying for this as well but the one thing that he wanted most from God was that "she" had to tell him that she was the one for him. He also wanted his parents to approve without hesitation." And they did the next day when he called them to tell them about me. This guaranteed the seal of approval that he was looking for from God.


In these past few weeks, I started to answer something about what David was looking for on his "8 page list". He had been praying for a long time to God & asking Him everyday to "Make his future wife fall in love with Jesus more so tomorrow than she did today." And God has been doing this to me & I guess David started noticing this in me. He noticed that I was, in fact, falling deeper & deeper in love with Jesus everyday. I know this to be true for he told me this a couple of days ago. Many more things happened as well in the past month & a half to let me feel that he is the one. Our soul's are linked to each other and this is the most important thing to me next to putting God first in everything that I do. (I'll tell you if you want to know more, call me) God has transformed me from what I used to be. The old is dead & the new is here. I am a new creation. David is a new creation. God has put us together & we know it! In the eyes of the world they think that we are crazy. I think we are too...Crazy in love with Jesus & crazy in love with each other. We don't deserve each other but by God's grace & mercy has put us together. David is the one that is going to be sharing my life with God. He is not "just" a boy-friend. He is also: my friend, my brother, my future husband, my spiritual partner, & my prayer partner & more. I don't want to limit God on whatever blessings that he has for us. We believe that God will show us our life. We believe that we will be his best warriors to set the captives free. We also will be the best servants that we can to the Lord. David is my dream and David is the grace that God gives to me. Praise to the Lord! I never felt so peaceful in a relationship until now. God gave him to me, to teach me, and to heal my pain from the past relationship. And as my promise to the Lord, I will always love David and be his best partner in Christ too!
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